A dog is a man's best friend, or should I say, a girl's best friend. For the past 3 days I cannot stop crying. I know that pregnancy hormones have allot to due with my situation and make the tears flow faster and easier. I also know that lifes struggles play into this state I find myself in now. But when I am crying my eyes out, I look up and find the friendliest face. Her face, the face that says "it's ok mommy, i love you mommy". She makes me better in a way, even if it is only for a few moments, and before the next wave of tears come upon me, I know she will still be there waiting to comfort me. She makes me calm. She knows nothing of this stress, worry, anxiety, fear and confusion, she just knows that her mommy looks sad. She jumps on me with both paws close to my face and licks the tears away. She cocks her little head to the side and waits for me to sigh a sigh of relief and for a moment pause and take in all that her has offered, love. She offers love. She offers it unconditionally, asking nothing in return. She offers love, wanting only to perhaps be held and feel love back, which in a way heals me. Her love is healing. I am so blessed to have her and I don't know that she will ever really know how much I love her, but I will tell her. I love you Gracie. Mommy thanks you for all you do to make my tears fall a little less.
A dog is a man's best friend, or should I say, a girl's best friend. For the past 3 days I cannot stop crying. I know that pregnancy hormones have allot to due with my situation and make the tears flow faster and easier. I also know that lifes struggles play into this state I find myself in now. But when I am crying my eyes out, I look up and find the friendliest face. Her face, the face that says "it's ok mommy, i love you mommy". She makes me better in a way, even if it is only for a few moments, and before the next wave of tears come upon me, I know she will still be there waiting to comfort me. She makes me calm. She knows nothing of this stress, worry, anxiety, fear and confusion, she just knows that her mommy looks sad. She jumps on me with both paws close to my face and licks the tears away. She cocks her little head to the side and waits for me to sigh a sigh of relief and for a moment pause and take in all that her has offered, love. She offers love. She offers it unconditionally, asking nothing in return. She offers love, wanting only to perhaps be held and feel love back, which in a way heals me. Her love is healing. I am so blessed to have her and I don't know that she will ever really know how much I love her, but I will tell her. I love you Gracie. Mommy thanks you for all you do to make my tears fall a little less.
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